Pros and Cons of Shopping Alone

How good if i could just finished up my pan mee and pearl milk tea and straight drive back home after the marathon talk??????????????

Why i am so brainless?????????????????

Okay i admit i always do things with plans.
I plan my to-do-thing in a list,
what-to-shop things in a list,
what-to-complete in a list.
So basically i am a person who quite depends on "list".
I guess i had mention in my previous blog before.
If i never list down what should i do or buy,
I WILL GONE HAYWIRE!!!!
LIKE TODAY!!!!

I am always alone during my off days.
I was so-no-plan after having lunch and high tea with PY.
End up i dunno why i drive my car to the nearest shopping mall near my area.
I have only one to-buy-item in my mind which is bio-oil the superb hand lotion,which i think it is very necessary for my daily use during work.
driving with no plan is dangerous!
shopping with no plan and lonely feel is the most dangerous!!!
i walked in the shoes store without conscious and i test on the sandals without conscious and i tried to wake up myself without conscious!
i still can remember what i told myself:
"you will never need this!"
"How could you have chances to wear this as you are with your working shoes all the time?"
"you wont die without this!"
Like what i read from one of my friend's blog,i use whatever way she stated on her blog to persuade myself and convince.
Tell you what, its useless. If girls wanna buy something for themselves, they will find 1000 reasons for buying it and cover up the 999 not-to-buy reasons.
I lost. Lost to my desire.I am a loser.
But nevermind, I wont waste whatever i had bought anyway....
See????!!!! I keep on comforting myself and try to reduce my own guilty!!!
I love shopping alone,
I can pick and look around as slow as i can, ( i am really slow and picky)
I do not have to worry i will drag people's time,
I can buy whatever i want and nobody will stop me.
I can take my own sweet time.
BUTTTTTTTTTT!
I have no one to stop me from buying useless things,
I have no one to give me opinion and i have to talk to myself like stupid,
I will waste more more more money because i have no time limit!!!

GOD SAVE ME !


P/S: Dear bf, please do not tease me as i had already promise you i will not buy anymore shoes in this year, but i broke my promise. I feel soooooo guilty till i want to die...... =+ +=